the one about a brand new start

it's with a mixed bag of feelings that i woke up with this morning... a new chapter of my life has begun - after a hiatus of approximately 2 months, i am back with the work force - this time, starting my own little company with D.

half of my heart was palpitating with anticipation as the last few months saw my thoughts materialised into reality, half of it was filled with self doubt - like how did i think i cd actually pull this off? like seriously!

but these few months of preparation has taught me so much - setting up a company isnt easy at all! what with the whole barrage of adminstration to see to - roc registration, bank account opening, sourcing a decent office space, rental contract, interviewing prospective employees, hiring, drafting of agreements, looking for clients, setting up land lines - we must have flipped through the entire operation process over in our head at least a thousand times before everything materialise in front of us today! the process itself seemed daunting already - add to that, the emotional rollercoaster that has to be ridden out between 2 working partners, by 2 working partners.

i guess what i took away most from the entire experience has to be that nothing is insurmountable as long as the heart has the desire to accomplish! the power of 2 minds sharing the same vision is a formidable force that cannot be underestimated. there is only 1 way to fail actually - and that is when either 1 of us gives up, otherwise it's just setbacks that we will eventually recover from - i must remind myself of that more often when the spirit is weak and the heart is contaminated by fear. this is the first day of many more days to come - i cant believe i m saying this - but for the first time in a very long time, i actually look forward to the next day @ work. i actually feel alive again!:)