to the faithful departed

don't mean to be overtly melodramatic here but these days, i can't help feeling a tad lonely when i think about the frds who are leaving the country for years (!) in the coming months. it's particularly hard to deal with (for me) when these folks have been so crucial in my near non-existent social circle - now i know what it feels for the old lady in the chinese tabloids who lost her life savings of $10,000 to a swindler. drawing that parallel, the loss will be felt immensely and the heart is left with a gaping hole. Hell! these folks' numbers are on my speed dial!

to my dearest felynn (JBB) who was such an important frd in the last 2 yrs - i can't believe you are leaving so soon - there's so much things we said we will be doing but haven't got round to doing it yet! what abt our travel to bkk that we were talking abt since our income days? what's gg to happen to the raffles hospital facial thingy u promised to go with me for? and the ktvs? shopping sessions? food hunt?

to my best frd matthew who for the last 7 years been my pillar of support in whatever i do - smeaks, how cd u have made that decision to MIGRATE to aus and leave me here? wat am i supposed to do when i feel lost again? who can i relate my most honest fears to now that u are gone? what about our weekly lunches and get togethers with bo and ray? what's gg to happen to our 7 yrs tradition of celebrating each other's bday together?

i hate farewells.

crisis

we might have expanded a little too fast and paying the price for it... super stressed now as we see clients dropping like flies...this is not good. not good at all.

but we will persevere and pull thru. this is just a hurdle. breathe kevin breathe!

top 5 songs of my life rite now

1. ke$ha - your love is my drug
2. allison iraheta - scars
3. orianthi - according to you
4. taylor swift - you belong with me
5. paramore - the only exception

what's yours?